Miss you *hugs*

I suddenly realize that I miss you guys. A lot. I've been really absent lately so I kinda gather that it's difficult to comment on my entries (I know I find it difficult to get back into the rhythm of things) but I kinda miss all the conversations, you know? I commented on you, you commented on me, we had mile long conversations (well, or at least some of us but even those I didn't have mile long conversations with, I still felt like I communicated with them). That hasn't been the case lately, which makes me not only really nostalgic but also a little bit sad. I mean, of course, I can't force you to comment and blablabla, but that's not really the point (I'm not begging for comments or anything because well... that's just so not the point) with this entry.

I just wanted to say I miss you ♥

I have this speech I have to do in Swedish class and I'm REALLY REALLY nervous. I think I've never been so nervous for a speech in my entire life. I wasn't even nervous when I made a fool out of myself a couple of days ago in front of my whole school (I can tell the story later if you're interested :)) but now I'm REALLY nervous. I think I just wanna call in sick and stay home (although I have English class and I do like my English classes, even if I can't do anything in them).

Success!

I SURVIVED!!!!!

I did this speech in Swedish as part of the national exam and I felt like I did a really good job. Now I can breathe easily, thank God :D

The thing that made me nervous, I'm usually not, is that the other day I made a fool out of myself in front of the whole school when we had a UN roleplay and we were going to give a support speech but we hadn't been informed so we had no speech, so instead I went up there and basically said nothing. But thinking back it was sort of a fun experience. It makes me smile and other people thought it was the best thing about the entire day - in a good way.

Jane Austen gives me anxiety (in a good way, I think)

I'm probably the only person who ever gets anxious when watching Jane Austen adaptions or reading her books. Seriously. I'm in the middle of Sense and Sensibility and I've taken a liking to a certain gentleman (It's Jane Austen so I'm not so sure if it's counted as spoilers but you probably know of whom I mean) who's not going to end up with Marianne and to me, it's so... sad, to me at least, so I can't really finish the book.

I'm a dork, but I love it.

I'm currently watching the Kate Beckinsale version of Emma and I'm about 40 minutes in and I don't remember much from Emma (other than who she ends up marrying) and I'm sensing that I'm approaching a similar dilemma here. But it shall be interesting. It's weird how Austen novels make me more involved and anxious than an action movie or an episode of Prison Break (season one, mind you, I'm not a fan of the other seasons).

Sex and the City and Jim lookalikes

I've decided since like I'm the only one that hasn't watched a single episode of Sex and the City, I thought I'd start now. I just watched the pilot and I'm at the beginning of the second episode. It's really interesting, it has some potential. I can get why people began to hype it so much.

I don't know why but every time I see an icon of Doctor Who, especially of David Tennant, I feel like posting something. I kinda love it.

Another thing I also really love today: my little sister. I haven't seen much of her today but she's in a good mood and she made chocolate balls (which I've been eating like crazy - I'm telling you, I'm gaining pounds by the second ;))

I was looking at the Office and it struck me how INCREDIBLY similar a guy in my class is to John Krasinski (for those of you who go in my class, you know Johan? I think he's really similar) not only physically but also a little bit in his mannerism. I don't know him so well so I can comment on his personality but... I don't know, something about him just strikes me as Jim-ish. I don't think you can find a closer Jim lookalike in real life, at least not around here.

Sometimes I really want to write a Supernatural fic but you know... Am I the only one who feels that the show is so awesome that it feels like you're... spoiling a perfect product? I mean, like you can't compete with the product they produce so, why bother? You know?

Am I alone in this feeling? I sort of makes me wish Supernatural was a bit more... bad, as horrible as it sounds. That way I would be able to write fic. :P