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Thank you everyone for keeping me in your thoughts. You're the sweetest flist ever :D The procedure was fairly simple and relatively painless. They gave me nitrous oxide so I didn't feel much but I did feel like I was absolutely parelized and that my head weighed like .... five hundred pounds and that my brain was being pressed together by the weight, which was a bit uncomfortable but after a while, you became used to it. And it hurt a little, but only when the syringe hit my muscle and that hurt like someone was pressing in needles into my skin. And it was uncomfortable when I felt my entire foot shake.

I talked all the time basically, because I felt uncomfortable when everyone was silent. My mother commented it like eight hundred times which I find... well, not so amusing because... they said I could talk and well... if you don't do anything, you spend your entire time thinking about what they are doing and then you can easily think about how you're feeling and then if you're then feeling a small sting, you can easily imagine it being much more painful.

But other than that, it was rather fun. I was given nitrous oxide after all ^^

Anyway, after the procedure I felt fine and I got up a bed they had prepared for me and gave me a ride to the ward and then I got to rest for a few minutes, then they came with a wheelchair and I was driven all the way to the parking lot with an ice-cream (it's mandatory when you're at the hospital). Needless to say, I felt like I was waay to comfortable when my mom drove the wheelchair and I sat there eating ice-cream. Which was awesome.

After that I went to lunch and then to the library and borrowed The Golden Compass (thought I'd give the books a chance). Then I went to the school conference. The problem is that when you've been sedated like that... you become really tired and I felt a bit... hazy. Oh well, it worked out well in the end after all.

Happy birthday ahuihou!

I know I haven't updated in... forever. But I've had sleeping issues and I have... a FanForum addiction going on. Well, more of a OTH addiction that forces me to be at FanForums, but whatever. Also, I've made a million and a half videos after about four months (or possibly more) absense. Here's a list of them:

You Remind Me [Lucas/Haley]
If You Come To Me [Lucas/Brooke]
Story About A Girl [Lucas/Brooke]

... I also have one more Haley/Lucas vid that I haven't shown to anyone but __undeniiable. If you wanna see it, let me know and I'll upload it to youtube as well.

Today we had grade talk in Swedish and English class and I'm so thrilled! I got an A on all the national exams - even though I practically slept through the listening English test. Also, I'll get an A in the finale grade. My teacher said that she'd had very few students that were like me that just blew up with knowledge and so one day and kept going as strong as I have. Also, she said that it made her thrilled to know that I took a line next semester that focuses on language and that I'd still be a level above everyone else when it came to my English there so I should continue to look for challenges and learn. This really made my day.

At PE, I'm still feeling as if I'm about as wanted as polio, but my PE teacher gives me other assignments especially since I'm really afraid of football so I'm ususally on my own, doing things. Which I enjoy, as strange as it sounds. I get a work out but I also get a little bit time for myself.

Another fear I have is flying and apparently my doctor called and I'm going to Lindköping för a special check-up by a few specialists and I'm leaving Sunday. I hate flying and apparently we are going Where I live now - Stockholm, Stockholm - Lindköping. I'm really scared people, since I'm always worried the plane will crash (but since it's short distances, I know there's a really small chance). So when I go, keep your fingers and thoughts crossed? I'll ask my mom if I can make a phone post the minute I land.

So, fridizh, if we were gonna do our dialouge on Monday - we can't since I won't be there :(