"I'm going home to where stuff make sense."

[starsthatshine]

Welcome jenniferkaos to my flist. I hope you'll have a good time here.

I survived first day at work, and to be honest, I think that the people that work there kind of adore me. Sort of. Wow, that came out as self-centered. Anyway, the reason I'm saying that is because they kept talking to me, joking and generally it felt like they were paying more attention to me (in a good way) than the other three that are working there with me. Might be because I was there last summer too, but still... it's good.

I wouldn't say that I'm stuck with my Molly/Micah series. I'm just... deadly terrified of not writing it well enough. Words seem to sort of come out sort of forced and not very emotional. But I'm not gonna force it and show you guys something I'm half-pleased with because... I write this generally to get the plot bunnies out of my system but also for my own enjoyment.

I also wish that I could be a one-fandom girl. Like have mood themes, layouts and everything about my LJ about one single fandom instead of spreading it out, growing in and out of fandoms etc. Like some Supernatural fans on my flist. I really admire your devotion that you have for a show. I wish I could have that. I can have moments when I am like that, but it doesn't last as long as it has for some of you guys. Heroes and Doctor Who is the two fandoms that are growing close to becoming that, DW is catching up with Heroes because of the awesomeness last episode, but I have a feeling that it won't last. I don't know when Doctor Who became a fandom that's letting me down. Don't think it was because of Doomsday (even though it might appear so), because I know at least five people who gets that kind of grief every time they say the show isn't what it used to be. Doctor Who seems to be more about the monsters, arcs etc. than the characters and that bothers me. I don't like two-dimentional characters, half-finished character development and actions that makes no sense.

Heroes then? Don't worry, I'm not letting go of this baby for a loooooooong time. I just think the reason why I'm not squeeing so much about it at the moment is the following:

• Lack of news


• Not rewatching episodes


• It's on hiatus

But don't worry... I bet my Heroes squee will come back with a fury.

Comments

[callmeang.livejournal.com]

See, I was (until two weeks ago, or whatever) a one fandom girl, for Numb3rs. But then there was the season finale (which I'm STILL all "OMGWTFBBQ!!" over), but then... you know, the fic kinda died down a little and I started... branching out a touch. This great show called Traveler came along and this cool chick named aliasagent wrote a really good fic for it and then mentioned Nathan/Peter and you know. I'm a sucker for a fucked up relationship.

I got hooked. It's like. Numb3rs is the good slow burn of a nice scotch that I can savor and enjoy and never get drunk from. Heroes is the box wine that'll get me trashed and I can't stay away from. Haha.

[aliasagent.livejournal.com]

Muhaha. I'm the queen of corruption. And just waaaaaiiiitttt.... I found the cutest little show today. But Heroes is good corruption for now ;) Well, you know what they say, wine rules all ;)

[callmeang.livejournal.com]

alsdkfj what is the new show. i need something to keep me busy the rest of the summer. I'm going to start studio 60 tonight, and sweetbrutality swears by friday night lights.

[aliasagent.livejournal.com]

Avatar: The Last Airbender. Sure, it's for kids, sure it's a cartoon but DAMN it's so well written and cute and funny and omg... Here are some quote to display the awesome:

"I'm going home to where stuff make sense."
"For, without courage, how can we call ourselves men?" (this person is later shown to be talking to three year olds)
"You just loooove taking me out of my comfort zone, dontcha?"

I never understood Studio 60 (thought it was boring) and FNL I don't even wanna start with. Teendramas make my head hurt. :P

[callmeang.livejournal.com]

I used to love Power Rangers, so I might have to check that out. Haha, I have no preference, some kids stuff is just as awesome as our stuff.

See, you're not the first person to say it's boring, but then I've got other friends that swear by it. We'll see how it goes. And FNL -- she says it's not teendrama like that. So I'm going to watch the first ep of that and find out if I like it or not.

[anythingbutgrey.livejournal.com]

psh. being one fandom is just silly.
once again, i'll agree with you that there's been some half assed character development this season of DW. i've developed a giant fanfic addiction to try to make up for it. :)

[aliasagent.livejournal.com]

Yeah, fan fics are good, but the thing is that I really want to like Martha/Doctor, like you do, for example, but canon makes it impossible. I wonder what kind of drug the writers have started. Doctor Who used to be about two leads - The Doctor and Rose - they both had their emotional moments, messing things up, background etc. but now it's one lead and its sidekick. I wanna like Martha, but it just makes it difficult because well... she has like three facial expressions and there's not much more I've seen from her.

[anythingbutgrey.livejournal.com]

mm. it is a tricky sort of situation. i mean, a lot of it exists in my head. and then i rewatch smith and jones and get kind of mushy when he carries her to the door and is just praying for the judoon to return them to earth. a lot of the fandom thinks that martha's gearing up for something big in the finale, which i'm not entirely sure i see, but that's because i thought the use of martha and freema's acting was rather subpar last week and i was rather disappointed with that aspect. but we'll see. as you know (since we've had this conversatoin, oh, five million times. :D ) i am totally with you on missing martha development. hopefully RTD will use her better next season.

[aliasagent.livejournal.com]

We might have it five million times but it's fun nonetheless, no? ;)

If she's back next season ;) Although, I must say, if she wouldn't return, her depature might be a bit sudden. Also, do you remember all that talk there was before the show started about Martha having a love interest? I'm still waiting on that ;)

[anythingbutgrey.livejournal.com]

haha, yes. :-D

i choose to ignore the sun. freema says she's back next season, as does everyone else, so i'm on the boat.

i feel like martha's love interest was the doctor. i didn't read that, but her having a love interest doesn't mean she has to BE a love interest.

[aliasagent.livejournal.com]

If I remember correctly she said something along the lines of: "And towards the end of the season, she'll get a love interest." or something like that. I interpreted it like it wasn't the Doctor, but someone else.

[justbolognese.livejournal.com]

I don't think I could live with only one fandom. Plus it would be kinda stupid, there's so many good shows out there! Of course it would be simple but meh

[aliasagent.livejournal.com]

True, true.... But I always imagined it would be easier for people who read my journal because then they'd know what I was gonna write about....

*stares at your icon, transfixed*

Now I suddenly remember why I haven't written angry letters yet. *drools* Your icon is made of win. That evil smile makes me smile :D

[justbolognese.livejournal.com]

You think that? Strange, I think having a lot of fandoms is good becaus that way you can talk about a lot of things to a lot of different people but that's just my opinion and I've always liked all sorts of different things, I'm the kind of girl who can watch One Tree Hill and then Oz or The Sopranos xD

Your icon is awesome too, he looks so crazy. His smile may be evil but I can't help to smile back too xD

[maeh.livejournal.com]

Working? Cool. I need cash. I want to work too. D:

Anyway, you want to be an one-fandom-girl, I want exactly the opposite - GIVE ME IT ALL, BABY.

Wait a little with the next installment of the MollyMicah series 'till you'll feel good with your wirting again. It won't make sense, writing when it feels forced to you. It's your baby, we'll wait for it patiently. <3

AND oh dude, I'm writing that memory loss fic now. I'm serioussss, I don't even know how and when will I end it, I'm just goin' with the flow right now. You've got me in the writing mood agaaaain!

Lawl oh God, I'd love to watch Doctor Who but I'm scared of it, don't know where to start and all. xD

[aliasagent.livejournal.com]

You can be in any fandom you want, as long as you stay in the Heroes fandom ;) If you don't... *villiany laughter*

I love corrupting people and I'm so glad that you are writing. I can't wait to see it. Do you think I should try and write a memoryloss!fic?

YOU HAVEN'T SEEN DOCTOR WHO?! *faints* Darlin' you go on www.tv-links.co.uk and START RIGHT NOW ;) It's made of win.

[bitter-crimson.livejournal.com]

Fandom ADD! It can be both a good and a bad thing.

[aliasagent.livejournal.com]

Amen to that, friend :D

[denrito.livejournal.com]

heh, it's funny. You were totally not into Heroes for the first few months and then BAM! :P

[aliasagent.livejournal.com]

lol. I know :D:D I was all like: "How can anyone watch this stupid show?" and now I'm all: "Heroes FTW omg!!!!" Funny how things change ;)

[denrito.livejournal.com]

No kidding!

[aliasagent.livejournal.com]

:D

Speaking of something "unrelated": how are you? Been ages since I've "seen" you around :D

[denrito.livejournal.com]

I'm great! So glad to be back home, with my bed and computer ;)
Yeah, it's been rough been away from LJ all this time. You guys have been missed!

[aliasagent.livejournal.com]

*attacks you with hugs* And so have you! :D

[denrito.livejournal.com]

Awwww *hugs back majorly tightly*

[comiskey.livejournal.com]

Don't force your Molly/Micah fic because that would be stressful, but I do think your writing for the series is really good so far so you don't have to worry about that :)

As for fandoms, I've discovered that I'm mainly focused on one fandom (Heroes), but have a bunch of others that I don't pay quite as much attention to even though I love them as well. I think I like that balance because it's the best of both worlds (though sometimes I feel bad for the non-Heroes watchers on my flist, lol).

[jenniferkaos.livejournal.com]

thank you for the warm welcome. I'm sure I will love it here. Sorry I haven't commented earlier. I'm slowly getting used to a bigger friends' page. HAHA Slowly but surely I'm getting through all the posts. HAHA

it seems like I have one fandom but I have so many. I just don't know how to comment on the others. But for Supernatural is always ending up as my #1. I don't know how it happens but it happens. HAHA