starsthatshine | Writing my own things and again, some Doctor Who is good for the soul

Done by 54% and another hour to go. I feel like I practically know everything that's gonna happen (this is the first time I've been seriously spoiled for a season finale with, I'm sure, all the good bits) but I'm gonna enjoy it nonetheless, I hope. There's John Simm after all. And whoever plays Lucy Saxon. ... Who plays Lucy Saxon, by the way?

I'm not gonna make another post of how frightened I am that I will stop loving this amazing show because frankly, I've been going on about it non-stop for a week now and you all know my feelings about the show and my general pessimistic attitude.

Instead I'm gonna talk about something else. I want to make my own tv-show, or at least a script. I mean, I have all these ideas but I think I'm gonna write it in Swedish (quite seriously, Sweden needs to start with their own productions again) and well... I'm a bit terrified and a bit excited. I probably don't even have half the talent and I can guess that at least someone, while reading this, is currently rolling their eyes and think I shouldn't even bother because it's just something everyone wants to do and welll.... I'm gonna do it anyway, but I guess I won't even finish it. I hate thinking that I'm doing something incredibly mainstream.

The trick is to find a story that's not only original but also something that can grab whoever reads it's interest. And speaking of Sweden, the trick to do that is to do a detective story (what is it with Sweden and crime shows?) but I feel as if that's not something I feel like doing. Also, writing in Swedish is probably the most boring thing I could ever do. I hardly know how to make the most basic sentences these days because even though I live in Sweden, I hardly type anything in Swedish other than in my MSN convos and then it still is 50% English.

Back to Doctor Who a bit because I'm one-track minded that way. I remember once upon a time where I only spent my time on

time_and_chips but now, these days, the community I always check on for new posts is

thesaxons. I hope that community will still be alive even though the fourth season is ending because I heart my Lucy/Master ship so much.

Also, Master/Doctor fics scare the living daylight out of me even though I ship them. For some reason, I can't bring myself to read a fan fic even though I'm sure a lot of you on my flist write fantastic ones.