Something about fan fictions and me
May. 5th, 2006 08:01 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
I'm actually writing Veronica Mars fan fictions.... I'm probably going insane. And I'm not doing a LoVe one. Well, I'm not totally bashing them or anything but I'll try a different pairing, just don't know which yet. I'm terribly excited to do a WeeVer one. As far as LoVe concerns, it won't decend to anything other than friendship. It's based on that last scene in the prom episode, although the scene looked a bit different.
Something I don't know what to name:
”Veronica, please.”
If words had force, these would slap her in the face. The words were too little, too late.
”Logan...”
Veronica had never understood when people said that speaking was physically painful. But now she did. Her throat was jammed and her words gone. She could just stood there, exposed and broken. Her eyes trails over Logan's, they go over his unbottoned shirt and over his very expensive jeans.
They say that when you die, your life flashed before your eyes.
Even though they were never serious, never even started, it felt as if she had borrowed a part of herself out to him and he had lost it. And she would never get it back.
+++++++++
Logan didn't look, so Veronica made a point by looking too much.
”V, what's up with you lately?” Wallace hit her gently in the back, frustrated over her strange mood these past few days.
Veronica looked over at Wallace, apologizing. ”It's nothing,” she said.
She didn't know how to explain. Their love had never been ”epic”- it had just been a few pretty words that she'd fallen for and she guessed she had no one but herself to blame. Words that you didn't even know you wanted to hear made you think things. Things you knew were cheesy but coming from the right person you could swallow it whole and never think twice. Because then – it doesn't sound like a line. It doesn't even sound fake. It just sounds like a key to the prison you didn't even know you were in.
Wallace nodded, told Veronica that if she wanted to talk about it, he'd listen.
+++++++++
The End
Please let me know what you think. I have one friend who says it will just be perfect friendship between LoVe - I don't know.
I'm offically stuck with it.
I actually feel like writing Alias and Prison Break and Supernatural too... Although I have no idea how. Maybe make an OC in Supernatural in stead of Prison Break? It wouldn't be the same thing, but it would be a lot easier. Although a OC in SPN wouldn't be a good idea. Fic ideas? I was thinking that maybe I could write Meg/Daddy Winchester but I hate Meg so... I need ideas. Even though Sam/Dean has their subtexty love, I just can't bring myself to actually read anything where they actually do something. Maybe sort of a family fic with Mama Winchester/Dean? That's a pairing that has never been explored much in canon other than mentionings.
Something I don't know what to name:
”Veronica, please.”
If words had force, these would slap her in the face. The words were too little, too late.
”Logan...”
Veronica had never understood when people said that speaking was physically painful. But now she did. Her throat was jammed and her words gone. She could just stood there, exposed and broken. Her eyes trails over Logan's, they go over his unbottoned shirt and over his very expensive jeans.
They say that when you die, your life flashed before your eyes.
Even though they were never serious, never even started, it felt as if she had borrowed a part of herself out to him and he had lost it. And she would never get it back.
+++++++++
Logan didn't look, so Veronica made a point by looking too much.
”V, what's up with you lately?” Wallace hit her gently in the back, frustrated over her strange mood these past few days.
Veronica looked over at Wallace, apologizing. ”It's nothing,” she said.
She didn't know how to explain. Their love had never been ”epic”- it had just been a few pretty words that she'd fallen for and she guessed she had no one but herself to blame. Words that you didn't even know you wanted to hear made you think things. Things you knew were cheesy but coming from the right person you could swallow it whole and never think twice. Because then – it doesn't sound like a line. It doesn't even sound fake. It just sounds like a key to the prison you didn't even know you were in.
Wallace nodded, told Veronica that if she wanted to talk about it, he'd listen.
+++++++++
The End
Please let me know what you think. I have one friend who says it will just be perfect friendship between LoVe - I don't know.
I'm offically stuck with it.
I actually feel like writing Alias and Prison Break and Supernatural too... Although I have no idea how. Maybe make an OC in Supernatural in stead of Prison Break? It wouldn't be the same thing, but it would be a lot easier. Although a OC in SPN wouldn't be a good idea. Fic ideas? I was thinking that maybe I could write Meg/Daddy Winchester but I hate Meg so... I need ideas. Even though Sam/Dean has their subtexty love, I just can't bring myself to actually read anything where they actually do something. Maybe sort of a family fic with Mama Winchester/Dean? That's a pairing that has never been explored much in canon other than mentionings.
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Date: 2006-05-06 07:53 pm (UTC)-LaurAnn
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Date: 2006-05-06 08:44 pm (UTC)We'll see how the WeeVer idea turns out ;)