Oh, the killer insomnia strikes again

Oh dear lord. The killer insomnia strikes again. It's 3 AM and I haven't slept so much as an hour and I have to get up at 6 AM. Even if I by some miracle become tired now and go to bed it's still just THREE hours. And I have PE (we're going swimming *groan*) tomorrow. So far, I have done these following things instead of sleeping as I ought to:

• Read two chapters of Mansfield Park


• Written, by hand, the start of a story


• Contemplated on how stupid I was as a child and how mean I was to one friend in particular, whom I've now lost contact with and I haven't seen in several years even though we live in the same town. God, I wish I could just bump into him one day and tell him how absolutely sorry I am for being suck a brainless sheep as a child.


• Written a long embarrassing email to my entire school, finally taking matters into my own hands and deciding when I need to have the names of those who are interested in forming a study group.

God, why does insomnia have to be so insufferable? Why can't I just be knocked unconscious and sleep until my alarm wakes me (and the alarm tone is none other than Josh Groban's 'When you Say you love me' *sigh* How I love my Samsung L760.)? I guess fate wants to punish me for being a brainless ten year old whose only wish was to fit in with the "it crowd" and lost a good friend doing it. Seriously, I wish I could stop feeling guilty.

Nevertheless, I'm back to my endless Internet wanderings. You can find me on MSN, and if you don't have it I'm pretty sure my MSN is in my profile.

A little update from me

RL still taking up a lot of my free time so I haven't been the best LJ friend. School is stressing, even though we're right now not doing much and I feel like I need a lot me-time, and since my flist takes about one to four hours to check depending on the activity, it's a huge time eater that I have to cut down. But I will come back (/Atonement moment).

For those who are interested, I bought a blue-ish sort of bag. Blue-grey and it's one of those brands that were on sale. NYPD if it says anyone anything. I feel so pleased with a bigger bag. Also, I ended up purchusing Persuasion and Sense and Sensibility and you know what, they didn't have Pride and Prejudice (!). Not having Pride and Prejudice is like... not having War And Peace or Anna Karenina by Leo Tolstoj.

Anyway, I'm off to be "Persuaded" (god, I'm such a dork :P)

I also ended up sleeping a grand total of one hour. I'm surprised I'm not tired.