I'm scaring myself here
May. 26th, 2006 07:57 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
I don't like my fan fiction. Seriously. I started to write an X-Men fan fiction and seriously... I've never written anything so dark and I'm almost scared of myself for writing it. Seriously, I'm fricking frightening myself here. I mean, killing someone is always dark in a fan fiction, but having the character actually being happy about it is a new level of darkness. Seriously, this fic is so filled with conflicted emotions that I'm happy just as long as I don't develop a double personality.
Seriously - could someone write the next few chapters for me? LMAO. Even though it's really dark I think it's one of the best things I've written.
Damn X-Men for giving me such dark bunnies.
Seriously. I have a desire to give this fic an NC-17 rating for VEEEERY graphic violence. It's probably not hard to disburb me so greatly but still... Either a hard R rating or NC-17. And I have no sex in it *headdesk* (yet :P)
Seriously - could someone write the next few chapters for me? LMAO. Even though it's really dark I think it's one of the best things I've written.
Damn X-Men for giving me such dark bunnies.
Seriously. I have a desire to give this fic an NC-17 rating for VEEEERY graphic violence. It's probably not hard to disburb me so greatly but still... Either a hard R rating or NC-17. And I have no sex in it *headdesk* (yet :P)