starsthatshine | Missed me much?

It seems as if I posted here ages ago, which is probably true. I have spent two days or so with my grandmother in her cabbin. We also celebrated my mom's birthday out there and guess who showed up at her party? Dad. I mean, you can just as well expect Daniel Radcliffe to walk through the door because my mother didn't attend to his party. He had rushed bought flowers because he had thought that the party was one day later than it was. Anyway, he handed them to my mother, said hello to us and spent a lot of time talking to the other party people. I guess my dad will always hold some form of soft spot for my mother. It feels as if it's just a line in a movie but I guess it's true. Mom was his first serious love so.... and he has us as a sign of their love (that they had).

It felt weird, seeing him doing a nice thing like that. I almost feel guilty by saying it. I know that my dad is capable of good things - I know that. But the way he talks and makes me and my sisters feel useless is something that he doesnt seem to be able to change.

Enough about dad. Anyway, after the party me and my family had a big talk after I sort of burst into tears. I dont cry (much) but it just felt everything go over board. My dad, me feeling useless, nobody listening... everything was just too much. So we started talking and we figured out that most of our problems are because my little sister undermines my mother.

OMG. I totally love him! Yes I'm quite obsessive but I'm a teenager; hormones and all that. He just seems like the sweetest guy. Ever

I borrowed my Half-Blood Prince over to my friend Anna-Sara. I seriously hope that she'll take care of the book. I was with her yesterday and well... I realized I have the social skill of a tomato.

meme from

blanche_:
List five songs that you are currently 'digging'. It doesn't matter what genre they are from, whether they have words, or even if they're not any good.But they must be songs you're really enjoying right now.

Post these instructions in your 'blog' along with your five songs.

Then tag five other 'people' to see what they're listening to.
1. Live - Heaven
2. Coldplay - Trouble
3. Coldplay - Clocks
4. Coldplay - Under the Tracks
5. Coldplay - Swallowed by the Sea
people that takes this:

blessed_beast,

remember_nomore,

divine_serenity,

violetmist2003,

obliviate (if you've done this already you dont have to do it again)

I can't wait for the Globet of Fire.