Fan fictions, storylines and eternal love

Is it just me that's surprise to see that there's no old!Buffy/Angel fan fictions? I mean, everyone says that the pairing is so eternal love, but fan fictions that would really show that, like old retired Buffy meets Angel again and things might just work out, doesn't seem to exist? Sure, it's a prettier picture with a 20 year old!Buffy and an eternal young!Angel, but well... I just have trouble understanding that's all. Sure, we get 'Last minute reunions' and Buffy dies in the end, if it's an old fic, but not really that 'I'm too old for you' or whatever. I miss that. I wanna do that kind of fic.

Also, I'm having this sudden craving to do a H/D PWP, but there's some issues. To say the first, I've never EVER written NC-17 [wish I could] and all the PWP's that people enjoy are either R or NC-17... I wanna do the classic: Harry in the perfects' bathroom and then Draco walks in... Sounds very PWP to me, but it just seems weird for me to write it.
I find some NC-17 fics pretty... tasteless since it's mostly about a moment of no control turns into hot steemy sex, it can be fun to read at the moment but the lack of... I don't know. It's rare that I re-read PWP's just because the etertainment of the unknown events that occours, disappears when you've read it already. Does it make sense?

Accordingly to Mars, a friend of mine, I've written a very cute ficlet called Blind Faith with Ron/Hermione as a pairing [which I dont think I've written before, if you dont count post-Hogwarts], but I'm not really sure. It's set during HBP, somewhere in the start, so it doesn't contain spoilers other than... you know, Won-Won. *laughs*

Anyway, me and Won-Won are gonna have a talk if I can make him pair up with.... Pansy or Ginny perhaps? *incest can be so wrong so I'll probably skip that*

I'll write a Firefly post later.