HELP!!!!!!!!

I'm going insane over here. I firstly don't know what's wrong with me but I'll take that later because I REALLY need help with this and chances are you wont read the whole post:

I'm writing for the Mockficathon right, but.... I got the weirdest assigment, the plot itself I can work with but the request makes me all confused. I need a good english knowing person 'cause this is like greek for me:

Irritating pet peeves you'd like included: incredibly forced, out of context callbacks to previous episodes in an attempt to prove the author has seen the show in question

What does that mean - in english? I know the base word: like flashback and all that but it doesn't make any sense....

Now that drama is written I have a question: how much can I really write on a entry to a ficathon before it comes too long? I'm off course talking about the Friendship Ficathon entry which is like three times as much as needed and I'm far away from done: when will people start protesting against my major writing? I mean the most is just babbel but I dont even have a plot yet.... God, it actually sounds as if I'm good at writing ;)

And I dont seem to have so much insperation for LJ anymore, it's insane and I have no idea why... That the paid account expires soon I dont think have anything to do with it because it will be rather fun to see how I survive that (and I can always beg later if it doesn't work out ;)). So it's not for the paid account... And I have all of you wonderful friends on my flist so it's not you either... Can it be connected to my weird mood lately?

well... I'm in a happy mood :)

My fic for the Mockficathon is turning out so awful! I love it! I'm making everyone so blissfully happy and well.... it's just so lovely. :P It's so bad that it's almost painfully hilarious :P I wont tell you the plot just yet, just that I'm rolling in laughter here. I have no idea how I was gonna do this plot if I had to make it serious. I just hope that the one that's gonna have this fic is gonna bare with me and don't hate it :P I wanna thank theohara sooo mega much for helping me understand those requests that seriously couldn't have been english :P (I'm silly, yes I am ;))

I suddenly got in the mood for some Anya/Tara fictions. Do you have any in store? Friendship or romantic? I just remembered when Anya explained the Internet and Tara said that it was depressing because everyone spelled so bad... I love my Tara <333 :D

Yay or nay?

I thought that since Welcome to England, Werewolf is just a terrible thing I thought that I could write some original fic just for fun. I just wrote some lines and please let me know what you think:

( 552 reasons to hate my writing )

Continue or no?

New layout and stuff

Stop updating I'm sure you are all yelling at me, I'm spamming up your flist etc. But I can't help myself. I thought I'd give free account a try, sure I'm not like resigning my paid one a bit but I switched to S1 and now I have a wonderful Spike/Drusilla layout that I found on btvsats_layouts... I love it to death, although I changed the font 'cause 10pt Verdana doesn't sit so well with me these days although I LOVE the layout... Spike/Dru *makes a pleased fangirl scream in happiness*

I wanna have more friends to know in my LJ... Any good recommendations on people that wouldn't hit me too much for adding them? ;)